Lucy in the Sky
“Actually, it’s not so much boredom I’m afraid of. It’s that I’m afraid of not having anything to look forward to. Getting to hang out with friends used to be enough. Then I met Lauren and Ross and it was hanging out with COOL friends who I could party with. It’s the excitement I miss. I miss knowing that Friday night we’d have cosmos. This guy in AA the other day said he’d been a periodic binge drinker. He used to go weeks and weeks without drinking and then he’d just get HAMMERED. I mean, that...’s what I did, I guess. I just don’t know what’s so wrong with it.
Besides the obvious, I guess? I mean, I did get a DUI.
AAARGH.
I just want to get drunk and smoke pot and do some blow with my friends and have it not be like this HUGE deal. My life wasn’t RUINED. If I hadn’t checked that text from Cam, no one would have even KNOWN about all of this.
I mean, I really DO want to have a good life. I want to be able to go to college, and maybe even grad school. (Dad’s always going on and on about grad school.) But I’m not ready to NEVER DRINK AGAIN.MoreLess
Besides the obvious, I guess? I mean, I did get a DUI.
AAARGH.
I just want to get drunk and smoke pot and do some blow with my friends and have it not be like this HUGE deal. My life wasn’t RUINED. If I hadn’t checked that text from Cam, no one would have even KNOWN about all of this.
I mean, I really DO want to have a good life. I want to be able to go to college, and maybe even grad school. (Dad’s always going on and on about grad school.) But I’m not ready to NEVER DRINK AGAIN.MoreLess
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