“That was my secret name & the name you may know of him is something else. Q__ P__ did not mean for such to happen. SQUIRREL was not a wise choice of a specimen. I knew that, & have always known. I was resolute (how many times I have instructed myself!) SUCH WOULD NOT HAPPEN. Anyone with a family to care about him, Caucasian & suburban & living in Dale Springs! Grandma is to blame for much of it. She would be hurt to know but that is so. Of course, not Q__ P__ her only grandson, nor anyo...ne else, would ever disclose such a cruel truth to a woman so old. Maybe I am wrong to say it is Grandma’s blame, I think probably it is no one’s. It is superstitious & retro to think in terms of blame, fault, guilt. Last night watching the TV coverage of Comet Shoemaker-Levy 9 hitting Jupiter confirmed this. Dad invited me over to the house to watch with them this historic event but I said Thanks Dad, I’ve got too much work to do (work I am doing for you, Dad was the message) & stayed in my shitty caretaker’s quarters & ate my Hot Italian Sub from Enrico’s & got pissed on a couple of bottles of dago red.MoreLessRead More Read Less
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